yeah, I can really understand why, Avil...but it's just life, people die all the time, and it's something we simply can't help, no matter how much we want to...
..life just kicks your ass, and you just gotta learn to kick back, and keep on looking/going forward...hope that the rest of the year just goes better for you despite the shitty start...keep your head up, and I will support you, my fellow dreamer-utopian, if you just need any support...keep on living your dream girl!

"Santa's little helper"

Mine didn't either Avil...Torstein is still in Norway and I am still in the U.S....*Gives Avil a long tender hug* I love you girl!

"When I close my eyes, I see my soul...When I open them, I see yours"...
Trent

Dear Trent, I understand how you feel! I´m sure it will be just fine in the end...*hugs* Thanks you boy, love you too...

and micki, thank you for your support girl!

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for me this year started much better than previous so I hope it will be better! But such celebrations always make me off the rails and it's a bit hard to get back to normal life... It's like in one joke...

- Hey, wife, what's the date today?
- It's 2nd of January...
- How? Where's the 1st?


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I can see you through...

i got drunk with my parents...hehe, poor i know, but dad made me these wonderful drinks called blue angel(Blauer Engel)
and i just had a couple of them..3-4...<img src=icon_smile_shy.gif border=0 align=middle>
but i didnt get so drunk that i forgot to kiss Marian(only a pic) happy new year...*sigh*

well,happy continue of the new year all!!!

/Defender-The Watcher Of The Scene

Hoho, you can´t get drunk with your parents! huja! *lol*

~/~/~Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, live today~/~/~

yes you can if they offer you drinks called the same as a AV song:D

/Defender-The Watcher Of The Scene

Getting drunk with parents sometimes is very fun!

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I can see you through...

defender, yes that was pretty cool


~/~/~Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, live today~/~/~

I wish you all at the forum a Happy New Year!